最近我睡眠不好，昨天晚上吃了自己做的咸菜，半夜口渴起來喝了兩次水，休息不好，今天早上做事也沒精神，心情也跟著煩躁。

真懷念年輕時候，困了很快入著，年齡大了，思想多了，躺下睡，都是睡睡醒醒。

早上喝了點牛奶和面包，我就去上班，今天陽光很好，天空很藍，真是人間最美四月天。就是柳絮亂飛有點煩人，我爸打來電話，讓我網上看看有沒有合適的圍網，想在菜地空出一塊空間圍起來養土雞，這個想法我也很支持。

媽媽給我通視頻，說家里菜園的菜多得吃不完，要是住得近，就能給我送點。她最近學會了拍視頻，總給我發她種的花和菜，看著特別想念，我們都喜歡隨手記下生活里的小事。

我家在農村，我也是農村長大的孩子，從樹才活下來。現在柏樹底下長滿了薺菜，春天有城里人來挖，邊挖邊背《滿江紅》。

文王冢其實是空的。周文王真身埋在陜西，湯陰這個算“云祭拜”。小就不愛跟人打交道，喜歡安靜，大多數時間都是獨處，比起跟朋友來往，我更喜歡花草樹木。

有時心煩的時候一個人走走，看看大自然，漫山遍野鮮花盛開，拍一點花花草草照片，還能做個文章配圖，也不覺得孤單，可能小時候在農村生活習慣了。

沒事做一點自己喜歡事情，寫一點文章，喝茶，看書，日子雖然普通，也能有點滋味。叔本華說過，人越不依賴別人，日子越好過。獨處的時候，才能看清自己，知道自己想要什么，路該怎么走。

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迷茫，甚至有點懷疑自己，頭腦一片空白，也不知道寫些什么，人這一輩子要做很多選擇，想換種活法，又怕未知，最后往往選最穩妥的。

人可以有理想，但也要腳踏實地，把眼前的事做好。心急、反而容易亂了節奏。每個人心里都有自己向往的生活，就算沒實現，心里的美好也別丟。

不用在意別人怎么看，也別被世俗的標準綁住。按自己的方式過日子，就算普通，辛苦一點，只要心里踏實平靜，身體健康，家人平安，兩個丫頭健康成長，就是幸福，最好的生活。

路邊的梧桐葉子越來越綠，四月春已深，到處生機勃勃，鳥語花香，看著這么美好的季節，心情也好了很多，平平靜靜地過好每一天，就很好。