收拾書桌的時候翻出了一捆空筆芯，斜斜靠在筆筒邊，像一串沉默的勛章。數了數，一共四十七根，這就是我整個高三的長度。

我不是什么天賦型選手，數學從高二開始就是我的噩夢。一模考出六十八分的時候，我把卷子揉成球塞進抽屜，躲在操場看臺后面哭了半節課，紙巾把眼淚擦得一把又一把，心里止不住地打退堂鼓：要不就這樣吧，反正我也考不上想去的學校。

走回教學樓的時候，班主任迎面撞見我，沒說什么大道理，只是遞了瓶冰礦泉水，拍了拍我的肩膀：“哪道題不會，咱們一道一道啃，啃到會為止。”

那天晚上，我把揉皺的卷子展平，用紅筆把錯題一道一道抄在本子上，抄到最后一道題的時候，宿舍已經熄燈了，我蹲在走廊的應急燈下，手凍得發紅還在寫。

高三的溫暖從來都不是什么驚天動地的大事，是藏在細碎日常里的。我媽每天早上五點半準時起，廚房永遠有一碗溫好的白粥，煎蛋的邊永遠是脆的；她從來不問我模考排名，只是晚上我刷題到十二點，她會悄悄端進來一杯熱牛奶，放下就輕手輕腳帶上門走。

我的同桌是個大大咧咧的姑娘，我數學差，她每天放學會抽二十分鐘給我講題，把自己總結的答題步驟工工整整抄給我，后來我才知道，她為了幫我講清楚圓錐曲線，前一天晚上自己先把所有題型都整理了一遍。

模考我數學終于考過一百分的時候，我們倆在食堂買了兩根冰淇淋，坐在操場邊吃得眼淚都快出來了，風一吹，涼絲絲的，卻甜到心里。

我也有撐不下去的時候。二模成績滑坡，排名掉了整整三十名，我把自己關在宿舍里不想去上課，是室友們拉著我去操場跑圈，三公里下來，我們喘著氣坐在草坪上，天上星星特別亮，其中一個姑娘說：“你看那些星星，走了多少億光年才到我們眼睛里，我們再走這幾十天，算什么啊？”

那天晚上，耳機里循環播放著張韶涵的《隱形的翅膀》，那句“每一次都在徘徊孤單中堅強”，我跟著哼了一遍又一遍，心里堵著的那塊石頭，好像慢慢松動了

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http://office.datocan.com/aoxxm/61496.html留著我磨出來的淺淺印記。

我不害怕了，因為我知道，那些凌晨五點半的鬧鐘，那些走廊應急燈下的錯題，那些牛奶和冰淇淋的甜，那些朋友和家人給我的溫度，早已經把我托起來了。

其實我到現在也不知道最終的成績會是什么樣，但我敢說，這一趟，我沒偷懶，我拼盡了全力。你呢？你的那捆空筆芯，攢到多少根了？