五月初夏，還不算燥熱，又下了幾場雨，濕氣翻涌著，連風(fēng)里都有濕濕的水汽。

還好今天有陽光，照在我昨日清洗的衣物上，折射出淡淡的，清澈的光芒，我很喜歡這樣的光，落在心上，有掃開陰霾的感覺。

退休以后，日子過得簡單了，社交圈子越來越窄，小區(qū)里有兩家棋牌室，每日里能聽見嗓音很大的女子，吆三喝四的。

我年輕的時(shí)候，就不喜歡這些，老了更是聽見這些嘈雜的聲音頭疼，有女子邀我同玩兒，我只能搖手，說聽見那聲音，頭疼的很。

其實(shí)，我不是矯情，也不是多不喜歡，只是內(nèi)心里對(duì)這些不太接受，不接受的前提是，自己不會(huì)罷了。

兒時(shí)的回憶里，到了冬季，村莊就像靜止了一般，家家都圍在熱炕頭上，女人們嗑著瓜子，男人們也會(huì)玩撲克牌。

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那時(shí)的村莊里，沒有人會(huì)玩骨牌或麻將的，撲克牌是最常見的消遣工具了。

后來，村莊里來了幾戶四川人，才慢慢的有人玩耍起麻將，連帶著賭些小錢。父親很反感賭博，所以也不會(huì)這些。

我是十二歲那年隨父親離開的村莊，可我會(huì)時(shí)常想起那個(gè)貧瘠的小村莊，村后的胡楊，繞村的小河，時(shí)常出現(xiàn)在夢(mèng)里。

似乎不必?cái)?shù)著日子了，轉(zhuǎn)眼就到了五月，內(nèi)心深處，縱有溝壑萬千，也只是安淡地接受過往。五月，且安穩(wěn)平和，聽風(fēng)聽雨。